Back to the grind

Tomorrow I have to return to work. I'm really not looking forward to it. In fact, I've grown to like being a stay at home mom! Yeah, it gets a little hectic now and then and I want to pull my hair out, but if I had to choose I think I would stay home! Even working only 3 days a week would be nice. Oh well. I'm trying to start back slowly. Only one day this week. I think next week will be two, the following none because we will be on vacation, and then...full time. I've had to do this twice before and it is hard. This time is a little different because I'm still nursing so I get to deal with pumping at work. I'm willing to try it because Lily doesn't like formula so much. It should be interesting. It always feels a little weird going back also. You have been out of the loop and the swing of things, but somehow it all comes back to you, both good and bad. I haven't missed the gossip or babysitting! I have missed the people and the steady income. So, off I go to bed so that I can be rested for the big day! More to post later.